Friday was my last day at the photo store, i feel so relieved not to work there anymore! I just couldn't handle both my part-time job and all the projects/commitments in which i've been involved artwise. And, as i've been dreaming of being a full time artist for a long time, I talked about it with my parents and Damien, thought about it a LOT... and here i am... taking a decision that will probably change my life in a lot of ways.
But being a full time artist is like a dream come true.
You know, it's incredible how i've changed since the last couple of years. I guess i would have never taken such a decision 3 years ago for example.
Barbara's illness and fight against cancer definitely changed me. I mean, WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE ! And what is life if we don't follow our dreams, love our children, parents, friends, husbands, gilfriends, boyfriends, pets, OURSELVES?!!!!!!
All i want right now is to do what i am meant to do : CREATE. LOVE. CHERISH THE ONES I LOVE. LAUGH. LIVE. REMEMBER.
And I want Barbara to be proud of me.
It's hard for me to take such big decisions in my life without being able to share all the excitment, fear and nervoussness with her. I know she's here, in my heart, always, all the time...but still... It's hard.
I ended up crying on Friday evening the moment I realized i was "free" but alone.Without my sister.
I feel like, the more time i am without her, the hardest it is.
But you know what?!!! I'm strong. I want her to be proud. I will do anything for her to be proud from wherever she is.
On that said. HOORAY FOR MY FULL TIME ARTIST LIFE! :)
Now i'll be able to catch up on ALL my emails, get organized, work more, work better...
Please my friends, welcome the NEW Céline NAVARRO! :) ahahahaha!